Sunday, June 20, 2010
Living a Legacy
We've all heard the saying, "Live your life so the preacher won't have to lie at your funeral." This woman did that and so much more. The two pastors that got up to speak couldn't stop singing her praises. She was a woman who lived her life in excellence, constantly radiating the love and grace that Christ offers. One would be hard-pressed to find something bad to say about her. Her heart was for her God and for her family. She prayed for her children and grandchildren constantly.
One life has such a great impact. The way she lived hers had touched so many in that room, who knows how many more it has reached, albeit inadvertantly. Daddy says I've met her before. I don't remember her, but even in death, her story has touched my heart.
I want to leave a legacy like that one day. I pray that my love for God and for people would outshine my many flaws in the end. I hope I have so many children and grandchildren, one day, whose lives have been irrepairably affected by my witness.
Pastor Heath quoted Malachi 3:16-17a when referring to Mrs. Hazel:
16Then those who feared the LORD spoke to one another, and the LORD listened and heard them; so a book of remembrance was written before Him for those who fear the LORD and who meditate on His name. 17"They shall be Mine," says the LORD of hosts, "On the day that I make them My jewels.
He reminded us that a woman like her can only be described as a gem. That we can all be made gems when we let Christ changed our hearts and make us beautiful, as a jeweler makes a diamond beautiful by cutting out the impurities.
I pray that the Lord would be so gracious to me, that one day I can be described as God's gem. I want to be so devoted and close to Him that His light shines through me unto the nations. I can't do it without His help and niether could she. It's only by God's grace that we find the hope to be His jewels and leave a legacy of love for generations to come.
Have a blessed day!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Fear
We normally have prompts on the screen as we pray for the thirty minutes before service starts that keep us focused and unified in our prayers. One of them, one they put up every week, listed things that needed to be broken off of the students. The first on the list was fear.
I felt like God dropped something on my heart then and there.
We're afraid.
I began to war for the students, and especially for we leaders, because fear so effectively holds us back. It's a fantastic tool that Satan uses to tie us down and keep us from stepping out in faith. Fear keeps us from fully pursuing God, it holds us back from reaching the promises of God. Fear tells us we need to fit into the world's mold and it tells us it's a bad idea to live counter-culturally.
But that's exactly what we need! We need Christians to rise up and live like their lives are devoted to God, not themselves. We need our leaders to step out and stand for God, even if it means we're different.
If Christianity were all about being like everyone else, what's the point? If Christ doesn't change you, why are you doing this?
We tend to cling to our fear- to hide behind it, using it as our shield. Guess what- we don't need it. God promises that we can rest under the shadow of his wing (Psalm 57). Let Him be your shield. Step out and trust Him.
Don't settle into a mediocre walk with God. It's a walk with GOD for goodness sake! Live it passionately and live it whole-heartedly. Don't let fear hold you back, because it only ends up cheating you out of enjoying the true depths of His love. When you let go of your fear, you can go to new heights and depths with your Savior.
2 Timothy 1:7(NKJV)
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.
Have a blessed day!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Rainy Days
With all this rain that's been sporadically blessing (and/or inconveniencing) all of us in the Dallas area- I can't help but think about something God told me while I was at YFN.I was laying in my bed on the last night, my body laying down and my mind sitting up as usual, when I saw a flash on the wall. I was confused for a moment, then figured a storm must be coming in.
I almost fell off the top bunk trying to peek out the window and catch sight of some of the lightning strikes. I love thunderstorms. There is just something soothing about the sound of the rain mixed with the rumbling thunder and beautiful bolts of lightning. It just brings a smile to my face.
So as I leaned halfway off of the CFNI bunk bed and watched the storm roll in, I continued to pray about the service we'd just been released from a few hours earlier and about Paradigm.
I asked God what this coming storm meant, if anything. God's always speaking through little things- the struggle is grasping what that is.
Then some of the lyrics from Curvine's song Revival popped into my head
"I'm not talking about just a couple of drops of rain
But what I'm saying is similar to a tital wave
Open up the gates, let it rain
Open up the gates, let it rain"
I just felt like God was telling me that was what He has in store for Paradigm and all of His people. He's going to move through us like a ripple of water moves through the whole body of water. We just have to be willing and ready to move.
I can't wait to see the ripple effects in Paradigm in the coming weeks!
Have a blessed day!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
It's Not A Game
Saturday, July 11, 2009
A Truly Strong Woman
The following is an excerpt taken from page 100 of the book, So Much More, by Anna Sofia Botkin and Elizabeth Botkin:A truly strong woman is not masculine or mannish, but is firm in decision,
character, beliefs, and action; she has all the softness that does not imply
weakness in the wrong way; she is possessive of a firmness that is not harsh or
domineering or exclusive of delicacy. She has the ability to provide for
herself, but in restraint does not. Instead she channels that ability by
supporting and building up her father or husband, enabling him to fulfill his
God-ordained role. The strong woman is loving toward family, helpful whenever
she can be; she is competent, capable, and intelligent, yet dependent on,
trustful of, and submissive to the Lord and her father or husband. I had never
before understood the harmony that existed between being strong and being
feminine. Yet a feminine woman is a strong woman, because her strength comes
from embracing and fulfilling the role that God has given to women.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Ignorance is Negligence
[Image compliment of Photobucket]One thing that God has been laying on my heart alot recently is the fact that we need to stop being ignorant in our faith.
Too many times we setttle on the back of the theology we hear spouted all around us, rather than standing up and finding out what we believe and why we believe it. We answer questions with recited answers. We go along with what all the other Christians are doing because we figure they know what's going on better than we do.
This is our faith. Take hold of it!
God doesn't need a bunch of mindless followers wandering idly in His general direction. He calls us to stand up and take hold of the purpose He's given us. He wants children who will sacrifice life and limb to call Him Lord.
How often do we really look in to each aspect of our Christianity? How much of what we believe is based upon actual Scriptural examples rather than our perception of what we think God will be pleased with?
We don't have to go through life guessing at what God thinks and says and does. It's all right there in His Word.
The challenge now is to seek it out.
Find out what God expects of you and dare to go against the mindset of those who'd rather stay in their comfort zones. How much of what you do is actually Biblical or just what you want to do?
Search it out. Know the Truth.
Because ignorance isn't bliss, it only hurts you in the long run.
Have a blessed day!
Friday, June 5, 2009
He's Crying Out
Isaiah 65:1-5 A sixteen year-old girl in Asia laid down her life rather than neglect God's Word. Are you willing to lay down your magazine? -Alex & Brett Harris
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
A Lesson in Serving from the Good Samaritan
25And behold, a certain lawyer stood up and tested Him, saying, "Teacher what shall I do to inherit eternal life?"
26He said to him, "What is written in the law? What is your reading of it?:
27So he answered and said, "You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind', and 'your neighbor as yourself'."
28And He said to him, "You have answered rightly; do this and you will live."
29But he, wanting to justify himself, said to Jesus, "And who is my neighbor?"
30Then Jesus answered and said; "A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho and fell among thieves, who stripped him of his clothing, wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead. 31Now by chance a certain priest came down the road. And when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. 32Likewise a Levite, when he arrived at the place, came and looked, and passed by on the other side. 33But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was. And when he saw him, he had compassion. 34So he went to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring on oil and wine; and he set him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. 35On the next day, when he departed, he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said to him, 'Take care of him; and whatever more you spend, when I come again, I will repay you.' 36So which of these three do you think was neighbor to him who fell among the thieves?"
37And he said, "He who showed mercy on him."
Then Jesus said to him, "Go and do likewise."
Everybody knows the story of the Good Samaritan. Okay, that's a lie. Most people do, though. And if you haven't- you skipped the beginning of this post and need to go back and read it- Now!
:D
I taught Jr. High Sunday school last Sunday (not the 30th, the week before) and my topic was Serving. While I was researching and prayign about this, I read the story of the Good Smaritan and was elated to find 3 points about Serving the parable portrays. And everyone knows that every good preacher has to have a 3 point sermon!
Well, after noticing my notes just wasting away in my journal the other night, I decided to share the lesson with you, my lovely readers.
Enjoy!:
There are 3 lessons we can learn from the Good Samaritan that I want to share with you.
1. You can't claim to know God and have no compassion for His people.
The Levite and the priest left him. Both were men who were known for their service to God (Lev. 21:8, Num. 3:12). They were set apart for God's use, yet they didn't even care enough to help a fellow Jew.
If we love God, we'll take care of His children. We can't choose one or the other. Jesus portrays this message to Peter by telling him to "Take care of My sheep." (John 21:15-16)
2. People won't always be thankful for your help.
The Samaritans were despised by the Jews mainly because of their having intermarried with the Gentiles. The Jews looked down upon them and kept their distance.
Even wit hthis fact, the Good Samaritan still chose to help the bloody and bruised man lying by the side of the road. This Samaritan had no assurance that even after saving this Jew and spending his own money to save his life- the Jew wouldn't stand up, spit in his face, and leave the moment he woke up. In fact, that may have seemed very likely to him at the time.
He still helped and put his needs and wants second to that of this Jewish man.
He knew that God had compassion for this man, and took it upon himself to be the hands and feet of God in this situation.
3. It's not just a story- You have to act on it.
Jesus often used fiction to portray eternal truth. These were parables. At the end of the parable of the Good Samaritan, Jesus tellls the lawyer, "Go and do likewise". He didn't just tell them a cute little story so that everyone would smile and feel good for a few minutes- He was evoking them to action.
Are you willing to step out and do this?
Matthew 25:31-40
31"When the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, then He will sit on the throne of His glory. 32All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats. 33And He will set the sheep on His right hand, but the goats on the left. 34Then the King will say to those on His right hand, 'Come, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: 35for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.'
37"Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink? 38When did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You? 39Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?' 40And the King will answer and say to them, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.'
This passage goes on to tell about those who didn't do those things and how they were punished.
In other words, even if people don't see your service to God or misinterpret it- God sees your heart and will reward or punish accordingly.
Will you put your selfish desires aside and step out in faith?
I don't know about you- but I'd like for God to thank me one day, like He does to those in the Matthew passage of Scripture. I most definitely do not want to see God's disappointment as He hangs His head in sorrow, because I didn't love Him enought to love on His kids, too.
Have a blessed day!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Question #12:Concerning This Generation
My opinion is that our generation is one that is hurting. Many teens have turned to sex, drugs, and numerous other things to try to dull the pain that they feel so intensely.Our generation is one that feels deeply and when we believe something wholeheartedly, we pursue it with everything in us.
I think it was Pastor Nick that once said our generation is one that yearns for love, but keeps everyone an arm's length away.
So many things have been perverted in our society that the teens are reaching out for something, anything, that they can to fill that hole from where their hearts have been ripped and broken. Many just don't know where to go. Those who wish them harm are the first to lend a hand and in their broken and hurting state, they accept it and it leads them to destruction.
Christians, we need to step out and reach them before those who wish them harm. We need to
show them that there is a spectacular and loving God who wishes the best for them. He has a plan for their lives and a purpose that Satan is trying to steal. Christ tells us we need to love on people. Let's get out there and do it.
We have to put aside our own fear and take each opportunity that we recognize God telling us to move to do just that- move. If we keep shutting the door and saying no, because of our own fears, He'll stop asking you. What a horrible day that will be when the Lord gives you over to your own selfishness.
And speaking of selfishness, this question also reminds me of Pastor Nick's message last night at Paradigm. He told us that people born within the last thirty years are more likely to get depressed than those in the generations before us, those who went through wars and depressions. Why is this? Why are the generations before us, who went through much more hardship than we ever have, so much happier?

Because they have learned contentment. Our generation has been taught by the media, and everyone else around us, that we are the center of the universe. We live in a culture of "Me, Myself, and I".

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Question #3: Concerning Character

Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Open Mic Series

Q3: What is character and why is it important?
Q4: Do you think God has called some people to be introverts or do we all have to be extroverts?
Q5: What are some hardcore issues that you have dealt with? How did you overcome them?
Q6:How would you change the world if you could take out something that you don't like?
Q7:Do you think abortion is wrong. If yes, why and what can we do to change it?
Q9: What do you think about girls who show off their bodies too much?
Q10: Why is the older generation afraid to talk aobut worldly issues (sex, drugs, etc.)?
Q11: Is sex ever okay before marriage? Why or why not?
Q12: What is your honest-to-God opinion about the teenage generation?
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Christianity According to Ghandi

"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.""If Christians would really live according to the teachings of Christ, as found in the Bible, all of India would be Christian today."
I have seen these quotes, both by Ghandi, alot recently. Why?- because there's alot of truth in them. Like Pastor Nick would say, "They're true... ish."
I don't know about you, but I feel like I get a little jab to the stomach every time I read them, especially the first one. I think we all know that many people outside the faith call us hypocrites. Why is this? For the same reason Ghandi stated- we are not living the way Christ did.
I'm not saying that Christians should be perfect. By all means, I think we know that's unattainable. What I am saying is that we have to stop using the "Nobody's perfect!" or "Everybody makes mistakes!" as a cop-out! It's absurd how often we use these lines as means for defense.
However, there is a difference between being perfect and striving toward perfection.
We as Christians should be the latter. Stop sitting on the sidelines saying, "I don't want to be called a prude!". Too bad for you, because I'm going to live my life so that when people see me, they know whom I serve.
You're always representing someone. If you aren't representing Christ, who are you representing? Who are you living for? If what you do isn't glorifying God, you aren't living for Him.
[Pictures compliment of Google Images]
Have a blessed day!
Monday, March 30, 2009
BrAiNwAsHeD???
Anyway, I was on the forums the other day and was told that I am brainwashed concerning parts of what the Bible says about women, such as submitting to my husband.
My question is this- Why are we called brainwashed for simply not believing what everyone else believes?
Brainwashing is defined, by Webster's Online Dictionary, as:
1 : a forcible indoctrination to induce someone to give up basic political, social, or religious beliefs and attitudes and to accept contrasting regimented ideas
2 : persuasion by propaganda or salesmanship
Obviously, most people that call us this don't know what it means. I'm pretty sure that believing something doesn't constitute brainwashing.
I also went to Yahoo!Answers and asked about this. I asked believers if someone had said this to them and non-believers if they held this belief. Here's the question.
The results?
- I was called brainwashed a few more times.
- Many Christians wrote in saying this was pretty common for them and why they believed it was so
- Others told me I was not brainwashed, but indoctrinated
Now you're asking- What exactly does indocrinated mean? Well, here's your answer:
1 : to instruct especially in fundamentals or rudiments : teach
2 : to imbue with a usually partisan or sectarian opinion, point of view, or principle
They are right, I am indoctrinated with Christianity.
And they are with their beliefs as well.
How many people aren't indoctrinated by something or other? Everyone. So, yeah, I claim that.
We know the truth and we can't let their calling us brainwashed keep us from giving them the chance to see it. No one wants to go on living a lie. Our job is to show them that they are so they can see the truth.
[Picture compliment of Google Images]
Have a blessed day!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Prayer of Courage

Thursday, August 28, 2008
Give us the nations!
Yesterday, during Pre-Service Prayer for our Wednesday Night Paradigm Service, I started reading the first few chapters of Psalms. When I read some of the verses, I would stop and pray them over Paradigm and the students.One verse stuck out to me:
Psalm 2:8
Ask me, and I will give you the nations as your inheritance and the ends of the earth as your own possession.
I stopped at it and prayed it over Paradigm. That the students would ask and the Lord would give to them the nations. Not as actual earthly possessions, but as mission fields. As places where we have authority in Christ's name to spread His Word and change hearts for Him. That we would be able to claim the victory through Christ in that place where He put them. I prayed that they would proclaim this in their schools and workplaces and wherever they are now. That they wouldn't wait until they are actually out in another country to claim this promise as their own. They can claim it now. That God would hand them the victory in the place that they are now.
I challenge you to pray this over the place God has put you in right now- wherever that place is. No challenge is too great for the Lord.
It also reminded me of YFN. Every year we are assigned a different nation. I've gone for four years and have been given Israel, Croatia, Malawi, and Burkina Faso. Each time before our nation leaders would come out we had to yell, "GIVE US THE NATIONS!!!" And even though alot of us would rather not do nation games, our favorite part is the last day when they have us pray for ten minutes over our nation that we've come to love and represent. Our prayers for those nations were so powerful.
Why not do that as well? Perhaps God has put a certain nation or nations on your heart that you could pray for in your quiet time each day. Maybe you could just look up some different nations that need prayer. It's a great way to help your brothers and sisters in Christ around the world.
And for those of you who feel you are called to be missionaries, like myself, or maybe you are but don't know it yet- this is a great way to prepare yourself for the battle.
Look up information about that nation too, if you want. That way you can know some specific things to pray for. Like Malawi, my YFN Nation in 2007, it was 90% Christian but also nearly 100% AIDs infested (if I remember correctly). By knowing that information, I knew to pray for healing and help for the AIDs epidemic, and also for the Lord to strengthen the Christians there.
You never know how God intends to use you.
Have a blessed day!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Rock your school!

Saturday, August 23, 2008
Being An Example

Well here's my last entry in this series, and I'm actually glad that I've gotten it over with. Not that I don't enjoy this series because I do, just that I prefer writing on what I'm inspired to write that day rather than having a plan ahead of time. :P
Anyways, today's topic is about Being An Example to our unsaved friends. This is extremely important, especially in today's society where Christians are mainly thought of as hypocrites.
The point in this topic is that we need to show them what a real Christian looks like. Too many times, people are exposed to so many casual Christians that they no longer see any difference between Christianity and the rest of the world.
But they should see a difference. We have hope and we know the Truth- that a loving Savior came to die on the cross for us and because we accept that gift, He will give us eternal life with Him.
I don't have alot to say on this topic, but I do want to remind you that the people in your life are watching you. You may be the only Jesus they ever see.
Ephesians 5:1
Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children.
We should be imitating God in our lives because we love Him and we want to see His children love Him as well. As we imitate God, those looking up to us will want to imitate Him as well.
Whether you realize it or not, someone is looking up to you and that gives you a great responsibility.
Have a blessed day!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Being there for your Unsaved Friend

You need to make sure your friend knows that you're there for them. Tell them that if they ever need to talk that you're always there for them, even if you feel like you sound cheesy. They will appreciate it just like you appreciate it when someone says the same to you.
When your friend needs you, remember to be patient and understanding. You'll need wisdom as well. This is one of the many reasons why it's important to stay in the Word and prayer. When they present you with questions about your faith you have to be prepared to answer them with the Truth.
Depending on how close you are with this unsaved friend, they will probably come to you with whatever it is that is hurting them most, and you've got to be there for them. Show them who Jesus is and what is people are like. And don't hesitate to bring Him into the conversation. I'm not saying that you should disregard whatever your friend says and just pound the Gospel into their head. I'm just saying that whenever you feel God's prompting for you to say something or when Christ could be easily filtrated into what you're saying. Let them know who you serve and how great He is. And show them that you live out what you believe.
Have a blessed day!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Pray it up!

Prayer is not only essential to keeping your relationship with God healthy and active, but also in reaching your friends for Jesus.
Prayer is how we talk to God. How do you pray? You speak! It's not some big complicated thing that you must do before God smites you. It's simply telling the God who created you what's going on in your life and asking for His help to lead you through life.
When we pray for our friends we are asking the Lord to work through us to make Himself known to that person. We need to be praying for our witness to them and for the Lord to strenghten us in Him so that we can be a light to them. We need to pray for wisdom when we speak and understanding when we listen.
Now we have to remember that the Lord isn't going to make them turn from their ways and follow Him. But He will give them a choice and many chances. He gave us free will for a reason- He wants His people to truly love Him... He doesn't want forced love.
Pray for your friend who doesn't know the Lord, there is so much power in prayer. There's no greater gift you can give someone than to be in prayer for them- even if they don't see the importance in that gift.
The Lord loves it when you talk to Him and He loves it when you express concern for His children. Ask Him to give you a heart for the lost, because that's where His heart is. Lift up your friends in prayer and pray that your words would reflect Him!
Have a blessed day!
Monday, August 18, 2008
Perseverance
Perseverance in showing Christ to your friends is critical. You have to keep pressing in. If you give up, your hope of reaching them is dashed.Now I'm not telling you to go pound on your friend's door and tell them you won't stop until they accept Christ. That's not the type of perseverance I'm talking about.
You've got to keep trying. That's what I'm saying. Be there for them. Show them that you love them and that you aren't trying to con them into something. You are trying to show them the One who will bring them hope, joy, and peace.
Like I said in yesterday's post, you may be the only Jesus someone sees. We have to show them that Jesus won't give up on them. We may give up on Jesus, but He'll never give up on us. We have to be a portrayal of that. Do you want their only image of Jesus to be someone who gave up on them when things got hard?
Hebrews 12:1&2
1Since we are surrounded by so many examples of faith, we must get rid of everything that slows us down, especially sin that distracts us. We must run the race that lies ahead of us and never give up. 2We must focus on Jesus, the source and goal of our faith. He saw the joy ahead of Him, so He endured death on the cross and ignored the disgrace it brought Him. Then He received the highest position in heaven, the one next to the throne of God.
If you just skimmed through those verses. Re-read it. In fact, even if you read it the first time, read it again- now think about it.
God has put a race before us- a challenge, a purpose. What is that purpose?- to tell everyone of His great love for Him and the hope and joy He has to offer.
We have to focus on Jesus to get through. He didn't care what kind of a disgrace His love for us was, He gave it anyway. Why should we care what people think of us if this life is "but a breath"? The only thing we should be worried about, concerning what people think about us, is that we are representing Christ to a dying world.
If you truly love your friend, the greatest thing you could ever do for them is to lead them to Christ.
So persevere. Don't give up! I know it can be hard when it seems like everything you say is hitting a brick wall. Believe me, I understand that it's hard to keep trying. But you must. Your friend's salvation is counting on it.
Like the picture I put on here says "It's always darkest before the storm." When the storm comes, it brings rain with it. So think of it this way- It's always darkest before the rain. God will pour out. Keep praying for your friends. The Lord will prevail.
Have a blessed day!






